In memory of my dad
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These are the last moments I get to spend with my dad, as he loses his fight with cancer. This was the only way to capture what the process of losing my dad to cancer is like... January 4, 2014 | Every day seems like it will be the last... I didn't know that a heart could break this much, and that it could be this hard to breathe.I know I have wished for a lot in my life... but I wish I could take it all back and make me not feel this way. January 5, 2014 | My dad was able to have some conversation, but not much today. You can see him slowly slipping away. January 6, 2014 | My aunt from Australia made it into town and was able to have a conversation with him, but it is just getting worse as he needs to be on oxygen full time. These caravans of people showing up to the house uninvited gets annoying. Alex brought indian food for dinner and that made everyone happy. January 7, 2014 | Today my dad can't eat or drink anymore. So, now it is just watching him die slowly of dehydration, starvation, ammonia build up, cirrhosis, and cancer. I can't go over to his house today, just mentally can't. I regret to say, that my father passed away that night. |